I couldn’t sleep tonight, my mind has not been able to settle down for the past few nights. So many things have been weighing on my mind, and I honestly just needed to talk to someone who completely understands what it’s like to walk in my/our shoes. Maybe that connection could take a little bit of the “heaviness” of everything away.
As I sit here worrying and calming myself down (I do realize this is an oxymoron) while watching Jason sleep, I couldn’t be more thankful and sad at the same time that there is another person out there who seems to know so many of my exact thoughts and feelings without ever having met me. It helps in some way to know I’m not alone, and it makes it a little bit easier to get up and do it all again tomorrow.